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January 10th, 2010 by eqazulykha

hie! “welcome to starbucks!” lol. im so totally ran out of energy yesterdae. -_-” i had dikir barat performance at 11.30am. so, by 8.30 i must be in school which i didnt. hehe. coz i woke up at 7:35. =) TOO EARLY,i guess? but thanks to abg isk for sending me eventhough it was just until payar lebar. “aku kne drop kat geylang nmpknyerr yerr…” sheesh! so took the train..and bla bla bla bla…….. once i reached, the girls were getting ready, of course, MAKE-UPS! -_-” definitely, im included. “pakai tebal-tebal gilerrr, nyah!” starting with the foundation. ouh great. i didnt put on any facial cream. so let’s welcome, THE PIMPLES! eerghhhh!!*pang-pang!* ok enough. next, our costumes. which obviously, it looks like guys’ costume. but neehhh…NEVERMIND. i dont mind wearing them since it goes along with lovely red samping. im loving it, baby,. *high-5!* once everythings on, lets start with “tepuk sepuloh” and so on! by the way, i shall say a BIG THANK YOUS to nadzirah malik, nas sue, wano and those beautifuls who help me with the make ups. i love you, darlings. muacks. and here we go… “rindu…rindu…hatiku rindu…”, followed by ” if you happy, clap your hands”, “lenggak lenggok”, lastly, “wauuu bulan!” and yes, i really enjoyed myself to the fullest!*grins* (hanya ALLAH saje tahu betape perot aku nie sengugut mcm nk mati) im so in love with SINGA PUTRA & SERI THERA. then, we had our camwhore sessions which took 30mins, i guess? =) coz afta that, i have to rush back to get ready for starbucks. yes, im soooooo WORKAHOLIC. zuzu going to own starbucks in 10 years time. hahaahah. perasan sia. mcm paham! we had our lunch togeda. *highligts!!* makanan yang aku beli, BASI xia. serious shit. it was like “wth….!” and when i got back to the store, guess what that makcik said?? ” ouhh..yg nie okay…cume KURANG GULA AJERR…. ” mcm apa? mcm siak. thats the word. of coz, it ran my mood down. totally for that day. and i didnt eat the whole day after the incident. next, i went to work. unfortunately, i have to do closing. *smack smack forehead plus pantat* GREAT. syidah and erwin were LOL. coz firstly, my make ups are still ON. secondly, they couldn’t stop laughing when i told them what happen to my lunch. f*ck. im totally an asshole. btw, starbucks are turning into LIBRARY. lol. more and more people just hang around to do their assignment despite having problems with the connections. even if we already shut the lights off, they still facing their lappie 24/7. i think that’s it for now. thanks sya for lending me your ears. and thanks mr xoxo for your concern. i knw im tired, baby. but i still want to be there for my girlfie. thats it. loving eu people. muacks. much love. =)

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ily, sis.

January 2nd, 2010 by eqazulykha

hello world! salam. how are you today?? hope you guys doing fine. btw, i just wanna tell a secret here. MONDAY SCHOOL REOPEN!!!! hahaha. like as if it’s a BIG EVENT going on, huh? *padehal-padehal* i just got back from bugis just now. accompany my lovely colleague, Sky. we had our dinner, then we shop. ouh ouh! i forget to tell you guys. i bought my ETNIES SHOES!!lol. its like “finally, i have my own shoe.” sorry abang aie, for “stealing” ur GLOBE all while. it’s kindda cool wearing them, u know. so the price of it was $59.90. affordable to me. =) and i bought it at world of sports. i shall say A BIG THANK YOU to wano for her recommendation. hee. and thnks kak nur for accompany me. what’s else? ouh…. FRIDAY, the new yr eve. well, i brought surprise for my lil sis, ain. take note: she’s sick. =) so my plan was to get her a pair of school shoes. but instead, i give her more than that!this is to celebrate her belated birthday which is on november 11 and her recently n level result. sorry darling to keep you waiting. ive been busy with my working life and school’s cca. =) so, we had dinner at swesens. which i force her to eat whatever she wants. once the order was done, i went out to get her a gift for her b’dae. and that is a brownie big teddy bear! well, we named her BROWNIE. hehehe. and i think my sis was so touched that she almost cried in front of me.*mcm drama mama* heeh. and done for dinner. we went to expo. i really find it quite over there.*teeeeeeettttttttt*except for every moment, there will be announcement of a lost child. ain was lost also. luckily she’s old enough to own a phone. =) guess what we buy? 2 addidas deodorant just for 7 bucks. hehehehe. cute kan?? dad msg me just to buy for him rojak. which i have to drop down at afghan to get that. at the same time, ain found her shoe. it was like *AT LAST!!*so after we bought everything, we went back home. lovely weekends. now, im so worried of mr xoxo. afraid bad things happen to him. p/s: gastric pain. till then, much love. tkincre.

[I have choosen you Among all these stars]

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new year bash.

January 1st, 2010 by eqazulykha

hello!! happy new year, people!!! so how was the celebration?? well, mine sucks. it’s okay. tat will be my new yr bash for ystd. =) im bored and HATE when a plan was cancel. so ystdae, i’m still working from 6 to 1pm. opening, baby! and early in the morning, the bash started. actuali it started from 3.30am. bleahs!*nisa’s fav. word.lol* so, the first ting is, my bus came 15mins late which is so irritating to the core. coz, once im late 5 mins, my train will be late for 5 mins too. ended up, i have to take the cab afta i drop at pasir ris secondary. and thnks mr taxi driver for your service. *imagine 2 fast 2 furious* hehe. upon reaching, syam was smiling at me. ouh well, I REACH 15 MINS EARLY LIKE YOU WISH SO! happy?? damn~! if there’s one person that i wish to vanish, its gonna be HER! =) *wicked smile* opening was fine aytes. no problem at all. if this week, i have the chance to do opening, im willling to do it everyday since there’s nobody and i felt it was like “weekend”.LOL. and if i know the PLAN had to call it off earlier, Mr Xoxo, how i wish i can just work the whole day and earn triple.. let’s continue. i finished by 1pm after doing trash run. ouh yes, mr security! thnks for asking me out for lunch, but im FULL already..hahaha. *sickening flirtish people* and when i got back to store, it was really LAUGHING OUT LOUD sessions coz, me and syam were cursing one another saying I HATE YOU in front of 2 other managers, bryan and syida. hehe. and before i left, she still can remind me not to work for closing nx week, coz she’s the MOD(manager on duty)* WTH..FCUK OFF..* btw, i hate doing closing. the boring thing to do because i cnt see my customers and i cant talk to them. *damn*

end of working moments. i wen back home. pffts. since no one wants to accompany me til 5pm before i met my ssp. it was A BRILLIANT IDEA actually since i didnt get enough sleep the day before. *sigh* wen back home just to slp 2 hours then went to mit the people. ouh well, it’s kindda silence..coz i dunnoe where the happening people went?? serious shit. so we went to nabins. it was great, i mean, the PLACE. and shesha session is kindda cool myself down. *so called*. with all the talkings and laughters. kiteorg bobal apa ehk?? ouhh!!citerr hantu! hahaha.LOL. i really love NABINS. should go there again, one day with other group, then. hehe. and we left at 8+pm. which i find it, “it’s still early for new yr celebration”. so that’s it. others had their own plans. me-reyza-fil went back home. ouh actually, what i know is that i really went back home. reach at 9.50pm. and that’s it for my new year celebration. thnks everyone! i appreciate it VERY MUCH!! much love, aytes. =)*damn big smile!*

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uni QLO!

December 24th, 2009 by eqazulykha

peeeekkkkabbbooo!! hahaha. hello all. bye some. hee. salam. well, i just came back from town. wen out wiv my dearest classmates. i did manage to escape at 2pm just to chill wiv them. it was only 6 of us. me-rahmat-liufang-andreau-indra-nisa. just nice! 3 couples. hehee. jk. as a headstart, we wen to catch a movie. ninja and assasins or sth like tt?? im not sure. wat im really sure was just as the show started, i wen to sleep for 30mins. LOOOOOOLLL! seriously, im so damn sleepy. i had to wake up at 4.30am just to get myself ready for work coz im workin at 6.30. luckily, bro sent me. yet, we still hv to leave by 5.30 to fetch kak ju. btw, sorry guys if u were reading this. starting of the show, it’s kindda boring. my bad. maybe, im tired thrfore i said so. =) den ryte afta the show, andreau-nisa-liufang had to make their move. so left me wiv rahmat and indra. and we decide to go for SHOPPPINNNNNGGGGG!! hehe. so firstly, we wen to far east. indra thought of buying a pair of selippers. but end up, he changed his mind. i did wen to buy a bracelet, as per usual. hehe. next, rahmat told us there’s sale at uni qlo. so….. we rush there like kiasus people. and we manage to SHOP! i bought a long black sleeve shirt for workin purposes, indra bought his selippers, and rahmat bought 2 shirts. at first, rahmat bought 2 shirts. but den, we wen back to the store to change one of them. and tat is a sweater. serious talking, dis guys are COOL! i really enjoyed shopping wiv them. along wiv all the crappy shitty talks. and also laughing GAS. it makes my day! well, starbucks did make my day too. nwadays, ive known alot and alot of people. sadly, i cudnt talk to one of my loyal customer just nw. she’s from taiwan. cool ryte?? hope to see her nx wk. ouh yes, back to the story. so afta we shop., we wen to coffee club to grab this chocolate cake. well done, rahmat! it was superbb! soon, we going to hangout again, maybe. im now looking forward for tmr. im having bbq wiv my cuzens till sun. but on sat, i may only come at nyte coz im goin out wiv my ppis fwens the whole day afta 2. let’s shisha, people! and yes yes yes! one last announcement. i wen for training ystd. and im in dikir barat. so cnt wait for open hse. we will be performing! “rindu..hatiku rindu….” ok2. stop it the semangats. k den. till here. much love.

[i doubt abt u.i doubt abt myself.i doubt abt us.but there's only eu in this heart]

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camprocks.

December 20th, 2009 by eqazulykha

heyy! im back. salam to all. ouh well, the camp was great! im a mother of 7. and i survive throughout the camp. hahaha. well well well. lets see. i have 7 kids: fiqa, farah, fana. adi, alsagaf, irazahari, sufi. this kids are damn HAPPENING. tats the reason why our group name is happening oi. hehe. and now im starting to miss them. i miss fiqa for her “lost”. farah, the step “minahrep”. fana, the “blurr agogo”. and all the boys who makes me mad sometimes. esp alsagaf and adi. but adi is owaes my fav. boy. if im now at his age which is 9 yrs old, i will die die fall for him. hahahaha!! he’s HAWT! i bet once he’s matured, millions gals will chase him.. sufi, is the most decent cute boy. yg penting, smuenye semangat! hehe. i love the camp. and i miss sleeping wiv the kids. of coz i have to share the hut wiv genius people and the camp leader is fiqa. well, bof of us are so called “kakak commander”. once we get into the hut to take sth, we will shout, ” KAKAK KASI KORG 5 SAAT UTK SIAP!! LAU TK, KORG JGN ALEK TAW!” hahaha. cruel ryte?? da mcm bootcamp sey..hahah. but i really enjoy the fun. and of coz i will miss them. ystd itself i got a call from one of the kids. ntah cmne die dpt n0 aku pon aku tk tahu… very smartt hoorr dis kids nowadays.. wateva it is, i love them like hell. =)

next up, my mind keep tinking abt job.. all about my life.. seriously, i can see myself getting bz.. and guess wat? i borrowed 6 novels ystd.. heheheh! tat cud help me so tt i wont be bored. and yes, left 2 more weeks before sch reopen. soo…lets enjoy to the fullest!! i miss my sspians!!! i tink we goin to hangout on the 31st dec, maybe?? cant wait for tat people! till den, gtg. im late for work. hehe. much love. =)

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15 dec. gals, ily. =)

December 16th, 2009 by eqazulykha

hello hello hello!! salam to all people. heehee. so…firstly, sorry i didnt update for so long.. my bad, peeps.. ive been bz wiv my daily life..school-work-religious class-social life. and i just realised tt its been months i didnt watch the news..the tv..or listen to radio.. LOL. see how bz i am? =) but i did had tym wiv my gfs ystd. thnks babes. love eu all ALOTS AND ALOTS!! more den words. =) so first in the morning, we went to jurong swimming complex..swim2…got some prob actualli..lets just skip it.. so its from 9am to 1pm i guess. hehe. gereeeekkkk bangatt sihhh!i really enjoy it.. we strt wiv the lazy river.. p/s: i didnt noe the current flow of the water was damn quick.. melayang-layang aku dibuatnye… hehe. ok sng kate, we wen to all stations.. ehehe. lastly, we went to “sauna”.. so der we had our gals talk…updates of one another.. which i knw i cnt run away..kalau tk, confirm sya pekik kt aku.. kan gal?? hehek. ouh well, they knw alrdy.. lets see wat happen next horr…but i just dun wanna put my hope too high.. afraid i will fall to the ground again.. but for sure, my aim now is to get tt iTOUCH by end of feb.. ryte my future sis in law, kak nur??? hehe. lets go sistaz!! den we cn show off to our lovers.. i mean-ur bf is my bro.. and i dun hv any bf.. so my lover cn be my cat somehow… pfft.. LOL.watever. =_=” i knw wat u guys think aytes? watever u hv in mind, kip it to urself..or if u dun mind, u cn share wiv ur fwens.. somehow, it seems tt many people love to eat their own flesh.. for those who know wat i mean, “u knw i knw laa horr”… lol.. ok so afta we wen to swimming, we wen to jurong pt to grab our lunch..of coz, we head for banquet..and…SWENSENS!!! lol. seriously, my stomach bloated.. i looked like im pregnant 12 mths wiv xtra 3 mths from the actual..hehehe. padehal cume mkn banana split..ouh ya horrr…i ate nasi pattaya before tt.. LOL. and afta we ate out desserts, we wen to watch “my” show, new moon.. ZUZU.. ur acting wasnt tat bad..keep it up gal! [self-praising] ntahhh bileerr je aku dlm cter tuu pon aku tk tahu… n lastly, we wen home afta it ends..and yea we did window shopping actualii.. hehe. =)) and now im still thinking when im going to start pack for my ppis camp tmr till sat…i just got back from work.. met aizat for awhile.. he accompany me to buy camp stuff.. actuali, the idea was to lepak along wiv filzah.. but she called it off since she hv to go to her granny’s hse.. so end up onli me and aizat.. quite troublesome to find those things..but..alhamdullilah, everytings done. now waiting to pack. =) and thnks bro for teman-ing me eventhg u were dizzy or sth.. and people, DUN MISS ME OKAY..??? LOVE ME, ITS OK.. hehehe. till here. much love.

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slamat hari raya, kambing!

November 30th, 2009 by eqazulykha

hehehe.cute title, huh? HELLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOO PEOPLLLLEEE!!ZUZU..ZUZU.. takkan binatang kn?? OUH YES!! AND HELLO-BYEBYE KAMBING! hehehe. firstly, slamat hari raya people. angpao jgn lupe bgi aku.. apa aku mepek setan?? sowie. SLAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA!=) hehe. so fri was a long WEEK-END FOR ME. wat i did was; i woke up at 10+..den bath..den eat..den wen baq to slp.. den wake up.. den play wiv isha and wen baq to slp wiv her TOGEDA-AT LAST!. ive been wantin to slp wiv tat cute litte chubby gal! and it rains..along with thunders and lightnings..but tat doesnt bother us at all. coz im cuddling isha tightly, afraid tat she will woke up..and we succeed the whole 4 hrs sleeping hours. hahahahah! =D suprbly sweeett kick-ass. den at nyte, cik rohaidah called. ask to collect food from her hse. abg isk tot of taking it. but but..he asked me and abg azh if we wan to tag along..n guess where we go? lepaks. hehe. eventuali his idea was hanging out at tm or tamp 1..or maybe watch movie..but it was cncel..since it’s late at nyte..and isha shud hv tag along.. but den, afta we dress her up, she cried her lungs out, and we gave her milk and she’s back to slp..so unfortunately, she doesnt follow us at all..=) so where we wen? stakat gi afghan. beli bulb lampu den gi uma cik rohaidah..sempat ku bbl dgn kak dir..miss u cuzen! =D den wen bq home, and sleep..hehe.seriously, my 1 dae rest at home was SUPERB! hehe. tk sia2 aku ’sambut’ hari raya..hee. den nx day, work as usual..till 3. afta tat, met my new fren, sumaiyah.. well gals..i wont be introducing her to u..maybe one day but not so fast..i will tell u gals wen on 15dec aytes? so i bought my butter paper *at LAST!!*..A CARDIGAN..BDAE gift for filzah..apa lgi ehk?? ouhh..2 tubes. done for tat day! =D sadly, wen i got back home, mom asked me to follow her to batu pahat on sun.. which i alrdy hv my plans..da takdir..terpaksa ku batalkan..=( so hows the journey..??errr..SATISFIED. damn tiring. but isha was the most happiest person. coz she owaes slept on my lap..and thnks to ain for giving me the pampers wiv isha’s pee-pee directly TO MY FACE while i was emo-ing! THNKS EYH!! and ain, u so JAKUN. LEMBU DGN KERBAU PON TAK TAHU BEZAKAN. hehehe!ouh yes. we wen to kampong kak nur. bynk lalat eyh.. hehe. tapi okae laa.. bergegar kayu papan tu asl aku jln..hehe. den back to spore, it was quick..n double thnks to ain too, sebab die verri the RAJIN nak pangku isha tido..end up, me.. takpe..mak ngah lau pangku mesti isha darlin tdo nyenyak gilerr..hehe. and we reach home arnd 11.50.. baru mase tu isha mulut bising..*spanish language*. haha.maybe telling my bros her experience for the whole journey.. hahahaha! ouh yes. status: still progressing = it’s complicated. LOL. ok dah2.. jgn nk kepoh ehk.. hehe. till here. much love. =D

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hell-oh people!

November 24th, 2009 by eqazulykha

hey hello!! assalamualaikum. ouh well. its been weeks i didnt update. my bad. sorry guys! =D well, so wat happening? ok firstly, i wanna update regarding the concert that ive attend to. of coz, sya was the one who perform. well done, girlfie! proud of you.! sorry..skg aru aku nk update..dun have tym i guess. hehe! den way before tat, me and my sspians went to rp to watch “LU KENTAL UH MAT!”.. haha. the title is abit funny, huh? but i guess the show was gud.. i gv 3/5.. i just love the stage..its damn LOUD and HUGGGGGEEEEE!! and also the lightings..B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L. maybe becoz its a new sch.. nevertheless, i enjoyed myself.. recently, i wen to nyp theatre show.. not bad..i gv 4/5! to me, it was superrrrbbbbb! i love the spirit and the n0. of people is BIGGER than ours. but i guess, if the story is about “normal typical malay stories”, it will be much better..sebab yg nie terlalu bynk sindiran dan “terasa”.. maybe tats the objective.. wateva it is, im loving it.. esp the scene yang psl mak die, nenek die and 2 anak die..satu mat despatch, lagi satu educated.. i love the mother’s character.. KEEP IT UP, ELYDIA! =D lastly, i think 21st of novemsber is a special day for me..haha. well, it’s not about “getting back” with someone i loved, but its about “connecting back” the bonding.. =P. i miss him so badly.. and he missed me too.. 5 mths plus we have been separated from one another and yet we cnt move on.. so, am i going to get back with him? waallahualam.. i leave it to ALLAH.. what i can say is, finding him back is like finding my happiness which have lost few mths back.. i guess till here im updating.. maybe when im free, i will update again..insyaALLAH. till here. much love. =D

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muzikaraya jom balik kampong!

October 28th, 2009 by eqazulykha

assalamualaikum. hey back wiv the writtens afta weeks i didnt update. =) been bz wiv my drama training. came back home late at nyte. den gone to sleep. but everyting ends on fri, the 23rd oct. yeaaa. muzikaraya was a blast!! it was damn happening. and alhamdulilah is a success! =) how i wish my besties were der watching my performance and proud of me like how my parents felt.. but..*sigh* everyone is getting bz nowadays.. skul..work..family..r’ship.. i wonder if i was so bz last tym wen im in r’ship..huh…RELATIONSHIP. i miss having the title “girlfren”. but for sure, enough is enough. i had a hard time going thru all the miseries. maybe im not yet ready..or maybe im not matured enuf to handle all the shits. ouh yes. to someone out der, i dun tink we can be an item. no matter wat happen. no matter how much u cares for me or loves me. even if we hv a special ‘date’, its nuting. i felt like a normal frenship that lasted for years. i wonder why u still waitin for me. well, its been 4 mths plus my last r’ship ended. but the impact of it make a different throughout my life.. uhhh..skip the topic.. ouh yes. i miss my drama training like HELL. i miss watching the scenes whereby my children are actin in prompto. *the cat’s tingy*. i miss talking wiv ayu, the gal nx door regarding gal’s stuff. LOL. and of coz kathy.. =) uhh..nvm.. looking forward for nx mittin.. =D nx, 8th nov. ssp anniversary. cnt waitr for that. till den. much love.

[if i cud turn back the tym, how i wish im still with him……

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181205

September 20th, 2009 by eqazulykha

hello people!assalamualaikum. first and foremost, SELAMAT HARI RAYERR, MAAAFFF ZAHIRR DAN BATIINNN YERR… =) hehe. so hows ur first day? as for me, i still receive duit raya. hehehe. but i dun tink so next yr im goin to have thpse angpao animore.. so sad.. =( but nvm laa… time to grow up, people! ok go! hehe. so as for me. today i start wiv praying at toa payoh stadium wiv my jemaah and family. it was so damn geeereeekkk and kecooh.. haha. but i relli had my fun coz it was a really a complete family. teeehee. so mcm ikot plan, me, ain abg az and abg aie ikut kak ju and abg isk car. mama and dada follow abg zul and kak nyra.. ouh yes. batrisyiah was wiv me. hehe. i just love my niece. ok tkpe,so continue wiv the story..upon reaching, it was really a long queue vehicle..tpi nasib baik abg2 aku nie pndi..kteorg park kereta kt safra toa payoh, just beside the stadium. hehe. masuk je stadium, aku rsa mcm tenang gituk.. it was really really peaceful.. especially bile dgr takbir raya.. i dunnoe why i can feel my tears rolling down my cheeks..kk da start emotional laa aku nie.. hehe. skip pls! and we reach just on time.. we sat for 5 mins den we ready to begin the prayers. frankly speaking, i prefer the previous imam.. coz eventhough he read the shortest surah, it really touches my heart and i bet everyones too.. but as for today, the oni surah that touches my heart was al fateha.. the rest, no. coz it’s long.. and i dun understand the meaning.. and i cnt feel it deep in my heart.. and i shall say i pity those old people or young mothers whose praying around me.. no wonder prophet ask us to read short surah..as to concern the state of the jemaah behind… whatever it is, i just love it. so after prayers, some khutbah.. den done. ouh yes, kaki cramp bile bangun tuu yerr..da mcm makcik2 tua plak aku nie.. hehe. kidding! so on the way, batrisyiah and ain follows abg zul. the rest still the same. ouh yes, we did took pics togeda. haha. veri lovely. im glad abg aie is here in front of my eyes celebrating hari raya with me.. i just love him. =) thnks mom for being there all this while.. for giving me all the advise on choosing the ryte person.. and oso understanding me wen my heart is broken to pieces.. mak kan..mak ku tersayang…hehe. till here, much love. tkcr. as for my beautiful companions, seeing ur life brightens up with the ones u love beside u make me feel grateful and happy for you gals.. frens forever! xoxo. =)

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